nownow. thanx for all the cheer-up-tags everyone. thanks alot. i really appreciate all that, thanks. it really made me feel much much better. things between him and me seemed to have simmered down alot. really. alot alot. my mum's leg is getting better. alot alot better. she can jump about alot now. and the best thing is, she's not that bossy anymore. she's changed for the better and turned over a new leaf. haha. my mum said she's gonna get me some free concert tickets to fish leong and show luo's concert. yay. she can be very nice sometimes. few more weeks to my birthday. yifang says she's gonna get either jolin's or rainie's album for me. haha. many happy returns to me. :DD

ya. so dead is what u call my blog. i got slapped thrice by my mum few days ago. and i HATE HER for that. she's just so bossy. just because she's got a fractured leg, i have to do everything for her? feed her food? as if she's got her hand fractured. help her massage? she can just dream of it. thats never gonna happen. comb her hair for her? yeah. only in her dreams. she can slap me for all she wants and she's never gonna earn the respect she yearns for. i rebuked her when she was gonna gimme the fourth slap. did she wanna kill me? it's much much easier if u use a stabber. i gave my wrist a small cut. and i got caught by my dad. he started reasoning to me and made me cry in the end. his words did really make sense. maybe i'm in the wrong. but i'm still gonna hate my mum for the 3 slaps she gave me.

i sort of have a stead now. we're going out to watch a movie today. RATATOUILE. i wonder if i spelled it correctly. it's a cartoon movie. sounds pretty childish huh? haha. jiawan said it must be a comedy type of movie. i wonder it can bring me a few laughs? it better would. haha.:D i'm sorta lazy to post nowadays as i feel that writing in my personal diary is more convenient. my computer is spoiled and i'm now using my dad's com. he just went to catch the plane to shanghai for a job interview. if all's ok, he might be working there for a long time. i'll really really miss him alot. if i really have to choose between my mum and my dad, i'll definitely choose my dad. he scolds me alot too but i have that kind of relaxed feeling when i'm with him. i feel that he would tolerate the way i act. ahh. now to my stead. he's gonna b my first. and i'm gonna b his first. haha. we can both b each other's chu lian qing ren. haha. :) i feel he's a quiet one. i hope that the atmosphere between us later on wouldnt b cold. haha. :D he told me that he couldnt sleep last night cos he was too excited. i feel a sweet feeling swelling in my heart. haha. i really hope that all will turn out well for this FIRST DATE. haha. yesterday night, my mum peeped at my messages in my hp!!! she doesnt give me any privacy. she feels she can control me. I HATE HER!!! and i got a lecture from her. she saw all my messages and she knew i was going out 2day for a movie. i lied to her that i was going out for a project and although she allowed me to go out but i knew she was getting supiscious. i really really FEEL GUILTY!!! no way. i'm gonna go out today at all costs. :( i'm sorry mummy. I'M SORRY MUMMY for letting u down. :(

I'M GETTING EMO. HAHA. i realised i love typing using capital letters. yesterday jeslyn sprayed me using he stupid nike bottle. kamin is not the same old guaikia i used to know. she played and teased me together with jeslyn. kamin isn't afraid of tickles. ha. i love my friendster profile photo. i really wonder something. please dont say that i'm shameless. 3 ppl whom i didn't know added me on tagged and hi5. and they're all guys. and they're all old ones. haha. all trying to woo me. i dont like it. why cant i just have a boyfriend whose age is nearer to my age? am i just so mature??? i dont want to be mature. now to campus superstar. i watched the replay of campus today morning. (finally there's a morning which i dun nid to study.) (common tests finally ended!!!) huixian was out. marcus was out. i dont really c the point of continuing to watch the programme now. almost all the ppl i supported are out. ja.. wad? i forgot his name but i tell u, he's really shuai!!! huixian's out. xubin's out. ya. alot alot more. hate it. i wish i could vote for them. anyway, there's still sth gd. keely's not out!!! omg! she's just so damned pretty!!! great figure she has too! love her. this few days i'm kinda happy. mostly because the common tests r finally over!!! i've decided to do my geog project with jiawan. shaqaani, safiuddin and puiling. jiawan opposed to my idea first. cos she has this detest towards malays. nownow. SHAQAANI, PLEASE KNOW THAT THERE'S NO MORE HOPE BETWEEN U N JIAWAN!!! jiawan sorta detests malays. aha. we are going to library to do that project tommorow. wonder how it's gonna turn out to be? eh. felicia brought her stead e.k. along today AGAIN. i'm almost gonna be sick of his face. he's certainly not a hunk. but he's not that bad either. i'll c if i can find any chances and i'll snap his photo for u all to c. felicia's so lucky. i really really really BADLY WANT A BOYFRIEND!!!

i think i'm gonna close down my blog. it's not that i dont want to post, its just that i'm jus too BUSY~ haha. i'm going to jec that library for project today with felicia, jiawan, puiling and jeslyn. alot of problems popped up when v tried to arrange a time to discuss on the project. luckily, they were all solved at the last minute. felicia said she's gonna bring her stead along. awwwww!!! she's just so fortunate!!! when shall i fall in love? when shall it be my turn? felicia's stead is in watever millenia institute. oh my!!! so old huh? anyway, she's got all the luck. i went bugis with mum yesterday. and we bought a whole lot of nicey-nice clothes!!! daddy didn't come along as he had to work. it's actually a good thing that he didn't come along cause with him being around, mummy and i wouldn't b able to go on a shopping spree whole'heartedly. he would be stopping us from buyying this and that. i chose a really cute shirt. with poka dots. cute!!! i rather hated poka dots in the past, but now i 've grown a liking towards them. i wanted mum to buy me a new bag but she didn't buy me one. we saw a kinda nice billabong bagg but i suggested to go have a look at other shops before coming to a descision on buying that bag. ( that billabong bag was also poka-dot-ed) haha. but i sort of thought that the dots were kind of too big. i felt that if i brought that bag to school, everyone will be staring at me. that bag is really kind of alluring. haha. :D mummy and i went to raffles city later on to take a look at the bigg adidas shop there. but their baggs were all so ugly!!! so eventually, i didn't get thet bagg. i watched the ndp when i reached home and it was just so BORING!!! but, i LOVED the part when i saw kit chan singing. it was like... it was like i could really really feel her love towards singapore. she sang so whole-heartedly. she just loves singapore!!! and i really love her powerful voice. it's such a pity that she's stopped singing. i thought my mum was the best yesterday. she told me that she wanted to go to orchard to take a look at a $1000+ LV bagg and buy a $5000+ watch for herself. but eventually she didn't. all because of me. she told me that when she saw me choosing the clothes at bugis street, that made her realise that there isn't really a need for such an expensive bag. haa. thank goodness that she looked kinda restless today so i got to choose my own clothes freely. on normal days she would try talking me into buying a shirt that i dont even like. and if i refused, she would throw a tantrum. hmmm. i sort of look foward to seeing how felicia's stead looks like. will he be a hunk? i hope so. :)