May 25, 2007

dis is my newest hairstyle... do u tink its... urm... funny??? i tink it looks nice sometimes... definitely nt when my hair's wet... well, i've took some pics of my hair wet n my hair dry... well, try comparing.. i tink it looks gd only when its dry,.. well, different ppl hav different tastes... i must say dat during dis holidays, i will definitely pester my parents 2 hav a haircut, something has 2 b done abt my hair, de layers r gone,( mayb they arent... budd i cant feel dem...) ok, look!!! dont i really look funny??? my hair's wet in dat pic... dats jiawan n mi... v took dis photo yesterday...when mdm tok was late 4 class... i dunno y, i was in a low spirit dat day... i cant find de reason 2 it... mayb its becos qiaofen dropped my new nokia 6288 phone on de ground, when i myself havent even dropped it once??? jiawan says she finds mi hot-tempered dis days... y is dat de case??? i mean, i admit i'm nt a person with a real gd temper, budd my temper is jux those normal ones... is it bcos of de prblems i hav @ home? i m really tired... not dat normal kind of tired bcos of too much running or too much work... tired in spirit... my parents wanted a divorce... i was asked hu i wanted 2 b wif... i answered ," no one..." dat ans is frm de bottom of my heart, dat ans contains wad i really tink... i'm tired of being fussing around by dem... i'm tired of nt given de privacy i deserve... i'm tired of hearing dem argue over a minute thing... i'm tired of not being given de rights on wad i want n hav dem help mi decide everytym... i'm tired!!! REAL TIRED! dey wanna divorce... hav dey eva actually spared de tiniest tot 4 mi, their daughter??? dey dun care wadeva kind of dilema dey position mi in... dey dun eva ask mi abt my tots n kip mi, alone in aworld of mine... i dun wan dat! i dun wan dat!!! serious! My father over-controls mi!!! i dun even get de tiniest privacy i deserve... Mr Ng was being 'forced' 2 tok abt his past, which i found it quite boring... he told us abt de great no. of A1s he got during his schlife... zzz... dat day was de wadeva homecoming day fuhua organised... pupils were allowed 2 wear their home clothes... E.g. KAMIN!!!:D she was in a cuute pinky t-shirt n jeans... haha... do u tink i wore my home clothes?! well, if u dunno, let mi fill u in... i didn't wear mine mostly bcox i dun wan 2 b in a dilema of wad clothes i should wear again... if u dunno... i normally spend @ least 1/2 hour picling out de clothes b4 going out... hmmm...i guess girls r all like dat... i dunno y, i tink i'm a person hu can 4get my worries kinda easily... haha... i feel kinda relaxed nw, away frm those worries i mentioned jux nw... i hope dis kind of feeling can b wif mi 4 a longer time... too bad, dats jux a dream... a dream wif de tiniest wish one could hav... v were suposed 2 organise activities ourselves... nono... mayb u should say de class commitee was supposed 2 organise dat budd our class commitee dissappointed mi greatly... i guess u noe wad dat means... budd, suprisingly, mdm rafidah really changed my impression of her dat day... seeing none of us organised any activities, she swifted notes of cash frm her wallet n bought us each a packet of drink n a pizza bread, dis name sounds funny??? well, ppl call de food in de pic dat name... u may tink iy looks kinda disgusting, budd... its real tasty!!!
de packet drink!
de one mdm rafidah bought 4 us... dats mediacorp!!! i mean de first pic u saw...
went dere 2 c a show wad de econ supermarket dat one la...
i saw darren leh!!!
he was sooooo coool!!!
dis is de new bed...
mum bought it bcox my cousin's cumming 2 stay wif us...
dats de pic of de bed i took 2 imm...
looks kinda childish huh?!
once again, i hav no chance 2 voice out dat dat bed is super childish...
y does my pathetic life hav 2 b led by others n not ruled by me myself???
my room...
when nothing's in it...
despite de new fringe, i slide it 2 a side... so hw does it look???
better?!
rouyi!!!
i tink its really cute!
she got angry when she found dis pic in my phone...
i got dis pic frm charell's phone...
rouyi told mi dat dis pic could almost b found in all her friends phone...
haha...
wads de reason?!
cos she's sooo popular...
or she's sooo cute bahs...
haha...