nownow. thanx for all the cheer-up-tags everyone. thanks alot. i really appreciate all that, thanks. it really made me feel much much better. things between him and me seemed to have simmered down alot. really. alot alot. my mum's leg is getting better. alot alot better. she can jump about alot now. and the best thing is, she's not that bossy anymore. she's changed for the better and turned over a new leaf. haha. my mum said she's gonna get me some free concert tickets to fish leong and show luo's concert. yay. she can be very nice sometimes. few more weeks to my birthday. yifang says she's gonna get either jolin's or rainie's album for me. haha. many happy returns to me. :DD

ya. so dead is what u call my blog. i got slapped thrice by my mum few days ago. and i HATE HER for that. she's just so bossy. just because she's got a fractured leg, i have to do everything for her? feed her food? as if she's got her hand fractured. help her massage? she can just dream of it. thats never gonna happen. comb her hair for her? yeah. only in her dreams. she can slap me for all she wants and she's never gonna earn the respect she yearns for. i rebuked her when she was gonna gimme the fourth slap. did she wanna kill me? it's much much easier if u use a stabber. i gave my wrist a small cut. and i got caught by my dad. he started reasoning to me and made me cry in the end. his words did really make sense. maybe i'm in the wrong. but i'm still gonna hate my mum for the 3 slaps she gave me.

i sort of have a stead now. we're going out to watch a movie today. RATATOUILE. i wonder if i spelled it correctly. it's a cartoon movie. sounds pretty childish huh? haha. jiawan said it must be a comedy type of movie. i wonder it can bring me a few laughs? it better would. haha.:D i'm sorta lazy to post nowadays as i feel that writing in my personal diary is more convenient. my computer is spoiled and i'm now using my dad's com. he just went to catch the plane to shanghai for a job interview. if all's ok, he might be working there for a long time. i'll really really miss him alot. if i really have to choose between my mum and my dad, i'll definitely choose my dad. he scolds me alot too but i have that kind of relaxed feeling when i'm with him. i feel that he would tolerate the way i act. ahh. now to my stead. he's gonna b my first. and i'm gonna b his first. haha. we can both b each other's chu lian qing ren. haha. :) i feel he's a quiet one. i hope that the atmosphere between us later on wouldnt b cold. haha. :D he told me that he couldnt sleep last night cos he was too excited. i feel a sweet feeling swelling in my heart. haha. i really hope that all will turn out well for this FIRST DATE. haha. yesterday night, my mum peeped at my messages in my hp!!! she doesnt give me any privacy. she feels she can control me. I HATE HER!!! and i got a lecture from her. she saw all my messages and she knew i was going out 2day for a movie. i lied to her that i was going out for a project and although she allowed me to go out but i knew she was getting supiscious. i really really FEEL GUILTY!!! no way. i'm gonna go out today at all costs. :( i'm sorry mummy. I'M SORRY MUMMY for letting u down. :(