i sort of have a stead now. we're going out to watch a movie today. RATATOUILE. i wonder if i spelled it correctly. it's a cartoon movie. sounds pretty childish huh? haha. jiawan said it must be a comedy type of movie. i wonder it can bring me a few laughs? it better would. haha.:D i'm sorta lazy to post nowadays as i feel that writing in my personal diary is more convenient. my computer is spoiled and i'm now using my dad's com. he just went to catch the plane to shanghai for a job interview. if all's ok, he might be working there for a long time. i'll really really miss him alot. if i really have to choose between my mum and my dad, i'll definitely choose my dad. he scolds me alot too but i have that kind of relaxed feeling when i'm with him. i feel that he would tolerate the way i act. ahh. now to my stead. he's gonna b my first. and i'm gonna b his first. haha. we can both b each other's chu lian qing ren. haha. :) i feel he's a quiet one. i hope that the atmosphere between us later on wouldnt b cold. haha. :D he told me that he couldnt sleep last night cos he was too excited. i feel a sweet feeling swelling in my heart. haha. i really hope that all will turn out well for this FIRST DATE. haha. yesterday night, my mum peeped at my messages in my hp!!! she doesnt give me any privacy. she feels she can control me. I HATE HER!!! and i got a lecture from her. she saw all my messages and she knew i was going out 2day for a movie. i lied to her that i was going out for a project and although she allowed me to go out but i knew she was getting supiscious. i really really FEEL GUILTY!!! no way. i'm gonna go out today at all costs. :( i'm sorry mummy. I'M SORRY MUMMY for letting u down. :(