January 27, 2009

All hope is lost.

Yes, Today's the Last Day of Chinese New Year.

Yes, We'll all have to start facing our textbooks and educational stuffs again.

Yes, All the fun is disappearing already.

Well, i feel a little depressed about having school already, like after such a short break. I really wish for this break to go on. Yes, Just go on. I really need a breather from all these stupid matters hanging around. Everything negative has to stop. I can't take it already.

There has just been too much things hanging around this January. Life hasn't been this hectic for me since ages. When it gets busy and i start enjoying life that's this way, i ask for more. When it gets busy and then i start hating this kind of life, All I Ask is for it to Just GO AWAY.

Ok, on MSN w HuiEn now and it feels nice? Yea. Cause we haven't really been talking since quite long. Talked w Huini earlier then. Just finished typing out my CAP essay, and i'm still left w one. And it's so gonna be just left undone.

Yea, Night Everybody. I need a good sleep now.

January 26, 2009

I know you're not worth it.


Guess where this is. It's East Coast! Went there today for family outing and then had a PhotoShoot! Yes, Fanyi's PhotoShoot. Hah, Laugh Out Loud!
This picture gives a carefree and blissful feeling, feelings i've never had for a really long time.

I'm looking for coins that may have fallen onto the ground by accident. -.- Looks really scenic right. :)



Catch the clouds hanging up there!

Catch them and you'll get what you want.
I'm just trying to Dream.
Shake all troubles away~~
The sun is co-operating w me, cause the picture has got all the required effects without any edits. :D
I'm flinging everything away,
I want only the good. This is at Marina Square. Went there not because i wanted to go there. Because, it was like so HOT! Went there to get some cold air~ Brr.
Walk up the stairs,
What do you find?
You find Fanyi.
-.- Rofl.
-.- My eyes are closed. Never mind, you still see a bright smile hanging there. HAHA. I climbed up some stone thing, that's why i look so TALL. Hah, I look like some stupid tourist here, taking photos w like alot of the Attractions Of Singapore, when i've like been to all these places like for so many times already. Haha!
Never mind, I like the wind that was blowing td. :) My Auntie and me. HAHA, i'm taller than her. Giant Coton Floss! Never see before right. Hah, it costs $1 only actually. The Tourist's here again!
Family Photo! Hah, but Dad's not in the picture, because he's the photographer. Idk if i should say it serves him right, because he's like always throwing a temper on me whenever he feels like it or he feels emotional. What Am I? A tool for him to release his anger that has been bottled up? Well, I'm So Not.
Shucks, I don't want to go on about this again.

Heh yea, today's post seems like a little 'poetic'. Haha, because i'm feeling a poetic? Ok, this sounds like so lame. -.- Rofl.
Went to Chestnut's previous owner's house today and the house was like so big! And it consisted of two levels in whole!! There was even this 'garden' on the balcony!! Wl, i want this too.
Haha, and then there were like alot of guests there and alot of them brought their dogs there too!! There was this Chihuahua, some old (...) Sherperd dog and this Poodle!! The poodle's the cutest dog i've ever seen! It's fur is like some little sheep! And the it keeps hugging other people's legs. -.-
Hah, show you photos in my next post. Plus, Alot of guests mean? It means that i've received quite alot of red packets. HAHA. Jealous right! :D

Was messaging w Rouyi ytd and now she's my S! Hah, i don't want to write the whole word out cause that'll cause super alot of ... (s)


Watched tv till 2 plus last night and was like super high last night! I sang along w the songs on tv and even danced along w it them. Hahaha, bet you've never seen me dance before. Nah, you won't get a chance to one lo.

Was messaging w Vincent last night and we played guessing games once again. Rofl.

Bye for now!

Don't worry, I'm getting a much clearer picture now.

January 25, 2009

You used a trick, a nice one still.

Happy CNY folks!
And, if you look carefully, i'm sort of without fringe here. Never see before right.
Haha, then here's your lucky day!
Look at that yellow ball with the smiley face on it! Bought it ytd while on the way to CU for lunch w Rouyi. I call it my 'Stress Ball'. I just throw it all around when i feel pissed or something. I think it's a nice ball, because when you look at the ball, you'll starngely feel a little happier. Hhah, it cost me 50cents only. -.-
And, it looks so much like the keychain Jiawan and I are hanging on our identical bags!! :) SMILE laaa youu.
Slept at 2++ am yesterday, you know! This must be like my latest ever sleeping time. But, i didn't feel sleepy that night for god knows why. Was messaging w Vincent till 2 ++ am before i slept. !!! He loves to play guessing games w me and i don't like them. Keep asking me to guess lo. Guess what, i won't tell you. HAHA. He's like super lame and he owes me a red packet. I Don't Care if you deny that you do. :P

Lastly,

Happy Birthday, YiFang!
You've always been a really funny and nice friend to me,
You've always never failed to laugh at my lamest jokes,
You've always never failed to bring me joy,
You've always never failed to fail anyone,
You've always been there when i needed you.
Thanks, and I Love You, always. :)

January 23, 2009

I want an answer, but i've still yet to ask.

Ok, first of all, to apologise for not updating as frequently, i'm wishing everybody:
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
right here. My apology accepted, right? Ok, i know you're nice. :)

Today, had Chinese New Year celebrations/Class Bonding. I found them pretty fun, at least better than last year I3's. HAHA! We played SBS Butt, and then skipped recess to play Captain's Ball w 3S1. Fun, but i only managed to get the ball a few times. Hah, some upper sec people came to join us and one of the guys threw a ball to me! And that was like my first touch of the ball. Rofl.

Anyway, i'm pretty glad. haha, SBS was the most fun ever! Didn't win, but at least, my group was the 2nd. Huini's group got first. Tsk, Haha, but my backside hurts a little still. Concert was fun too, but got squashed right at the back of the hall w Huini and many others.


The Talent Quest was a pretty cool one and Huini and I were saying, maybe we'll form this Sec4s band next year and join Talent Quest '10. Hah, she's leaving for Malaysia tonight! Bon Voyage~


Thursday

Met up w YingKiat, BoonPing, Jiawan to finish the Taicang powerpoint. And, as you can guess, we didn't do anything. -.- All we did was talk non-stop. And, i found out that BoonPing wasn't really -- as i thought. He's fun. HAHA.

BenChia even got poker to do fortune telling for us. Super wacky!
He did fortune telling for me, and it's like all he predicted was so true. $#$%#^%$%$@@ Wl, i want to pick up his fortune telling skills. HAHA. But, i so not telling you his predictions. :)


YingKiat's doing some -.- action and i got it. Haha, actually these few aren't all that i've got. But, idk why, it's like they dissappeared all of a sudden. -.-!!
The other time we met up at 3S3, Jiawan left without bringing her books along w her. -.- So i got YJunHao to safe-guard them for her first. Hah, Jiawan's always this creless. :D YJunhao is a fun person to chat w actually. :D


Saturday

Taken when we were having sectionals, and then Jordan started having this presentation talk, teaching us how we should be folding our music stands correctly. -.-


Ok, Here's Step1.

Step 2.

Step 3.
Voila!

hahaha, he's kind of a joker and never fails to make people laugh. Like today morning, he called me to ask me if we should be wearing full uniform to school. -.-!! The other day, he even wore Band U to school. -.-
There's tutoring tmr and i hope i won't embarrass myself or something. haha.

Had lunch w Rouyi, HuiChoo, XiuYi and Leecheng after school today and then went for some self-practice today afternoon w Rouyi. I think we spent a whole lot of time talking, but yea, we did practice. And practice took up most of the time. :)

I think i'm bonding w my class already. But, i'm still kind of regretting to have taken Triple Science. I just can't stand stress. It's like, every night, you do your homework until late midnight, and yet you still can't seem to complete your whole mountain-like pile of homework. Biology just can't seem to arouse my interest. The best thing about it is that, for most of the work, you just need a pretty well allowing-data-to-be-stored memory. HAHA.

I have been feeling really, really stressed out, Until Today. Maybe the Festive Mood has already gotten into me? I do hope that i'll also be able to get of it as easily as how i have gotten myself into it. :) Maybe all the talking/gossiping w Rouyi and Huini has gotten me there. haha, fun day.

I've made myself a new hotmail, but i don't know how to export and import my contacts between the two. HOW? Somebody teach me how! the email address i'm using now is just too -.- HAHAHA.

Going to bathe now, and tmr's Chinese New Year's Eve! Reunion Dinner Day. I hope the dishes do turn out to be delicious and yummy ones. Delicious makes me think of Guin. She knows why, and i do too. :)

If i still keep my mouth shut, would I be doing myself an inservice?

January 15, 2009

Anything but you.

Look Look! This is my pencilcase and it's holding my mechanical pencil and at the same time wearing my spectacles. HAHAHA. HongWei put the specs on him and i put my mechanical pencil on his hand. Cute right!! :)

BenChia said this was actually some cartoon character, the role of a father. HAHA, it you look closely, you'll see that one side of it's frames is gone. Hah, today during Social Group work, Haisong, Lucinda, Hongwei and I were talking alot alot about it. :D

Had this English Test Ms Haiza gave today, and i got only 20/25. Wl, i'm like the lowest in the few people's scores that i know of. Chemistry test was even worse, 6/10. AHH! Still had a Maths Check Point today and i was like practically rushing through the whole thing.

Went to Biology Lab today, and it's our first trip there. We observed cells today, Cheek Cells. -.-!! And my sample of cells was like this whole lot! Aijing was saying, Wah Yifan, you scrap your cheek until bleed is it. -.- Haisong and i shared a microscope and we couldn't even see any clear picture of cells. But, lessons today weren't as boring as the past few days. Phew~

Now, tmr's Friday, and i get to sleep alot more! HAHA, haven't really been sleeping well these few days. Finally, tonight. Still have got alota homework to do. This makes me reminsce about Secondary2 life. Though busy, but at least, you've got days where there isn't any homework. but now, You want Zero Homework? Dream on laaa.

And, ohya, YingKiat, BoonPing, Yihong, Jiawan and I are doing the Taicang powerpoint presentation for i think 4th Feb's assembly. Omg, i really have got stage fright. -.- We're meeting on Tuesday to do the powerpoint. I really hope we can get it done quickly. Not much time left already.

Ok, gtg! Homework, here i come.

Asking why is a waste of breath. So, just don't.

January 10, 2009

I love that look I saw on your face.


This was taken on the i don't know what day of school. HAHA! :D I think this is the only nice nice picture i have. School these days was kind of, maybe peaceful? i don't know, but nothing really exciting happened.
Ohmy, what am i sounding like here? Like some old woman, whose life lacks glamour and glitz? Ok, all the 'dung i'm talking about here, I think i'm missing I3 already!

Had Band today and went Jurong Point w Jiawan after band to get birthday presents for Qiaofen, Yifang and BenChia and we saw Puiling and Amanda and XinMin&Gang. Hoho, was in Action City when i saw these mirrors there and then this idea struck me, which was to take pictures in this unique way. hah, talking about unique right, it reminds me of Haisong.


Was smsing w Haisong today and then he told me he was unique. -.-! Hahah, 'keke! ' Keke is his original word and keka is my much more original word. heh heh.

This picture was taken like quite a long time ago, last year's Dec Holidays when Jordan, Brielle, JinWee, Rouyi and I went out tgt. Hhahah, no particular reason. Just felt like posting this up today. Jordan loves to act cute and i haven't been seeing Brielle for practice nowadays. He has some family matters, well, wish you luck in that! :)


Chatting w Rouyi on MSN Messenger now and we're talking about ~~. HAHA, cannot tell you who. Hoho, we just changed our MSN Display Picture to the exactly same one. Hah, it's like the first time i see two same pictures at the side of the Conversation Window. Special right. Cannot copy arh. :D

Ohya, this is Important. I know who's sitting beside me already!!! Ok right, it's HongWei. I told him that he was polluting my perfectly innocent and pure little mind w H~ things and then he actually said what you know?! He said, " You very pure meh? " WL!
Ok, just added him in Facebook. I think, i can be considered as the one who influenced him to get Facebook lor!!! Credits! HAHA.

And, my lab partner is Haisong. He always sleep one. Super obvious. -.-


Nicer, RuiYang gave me a super cute Mickey Mouse keychain the other day during band. Haha, and i'm using it now because ... WL! How did i like, let myself be reminded of this again.
Ok Folks, Storytime! While i was out w Jiawan today at Jurong Point, I Lost My Super Cute Eeyore Keychain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WL WL WL! It was super cute you know! I bought 3 initially, and it was like just, just these few days, Huini and Magdelene thought the keychain was cute and bought my remaining two from me!!! Omg, why, why was it such a coincidence!!! AHH!
Ok, Yea, that's why i changed my handphone keychain.
AHH, i miss Eeyore. I do hope it isn't lying in some asshole's dustbin right now. It deserves a nice blanket and a comfy bed. Hmm, right, though i don't give my Eeyore that kind of royalty treatment la. Haha, ;D

Had lunch today w Jonathan, BenChia, Afiqah, DarrenTeo, Jordan and WeeKiang because both Rouyi and Dulcia had section lunch. :) And also breakfast at Macdonalds w XinMin and gand and Rouyi. Ate until super full la.

Ok, Rouyi's rushing me already and I need to do research for ME project and then email my research to Haisong. Bye Folks!
I'll try to update more though it's school time.! :)


I think i did something really a little off today. I think i shouldn't have did that. But Well, You deserved it.

January 4, 2009

Why Bother.

Tomorrow,
The Day full of Possibilities.
And i'm really looking foward to it.
Wish me luck.

Sometimes it does help to just go ahead and be angry, instead of tying your feelings up in polite little packages with pretty ribbons.
Who knows, being angry may become the new trend. :)

January 3, 2009

Dangling here and there uncertainly.


Ok, had CCA Day today. Reached school at around 7.30pm and went around w Rouyi getting people to join band. Not bad, got 45 Sec1s giving us their names and classes. Hah, pretty tiring, cause the some of the Sec1s were like super unfriendly. I didn't really bother shouting to loudly to them, cause i just always added this sentence, " Band earns you this whole lot of CCA points." Haha, i think this alone is attractive enough.

After band, went out w Rouyi to library cause my books were about to due. And, i found super alot of nice books today!! i don't know why, but i wasn't really able to find nice books this holidays. AHH, Finally.
And then walked to IMM and had lunch at Long John's. I'm kind of starting to like Long John's pretty alot nowdays for i don't know why. HAH, after that went around looking for Dulcia's birthday present. Sorry urh Dulcia, this just slipped off my mind.
Happy Birthday, Dulcia!
Be jolly!

Rouyi and I talked like super alot today. It's like, we've not stopped talking throughout the day? I don't know, but this feels like the longest time ever that we've talked to each other for. But I know, that it has been a really long time since i actually talked to someone, so much, and rather comfortably. I kind of enjoy this kind of feeling pretty much, cause this special feeling makes one exceptionally lively. Haha ;D


Ok, let's talk about my first day of school. Everything went pretty much alright, except that 3S5's classroom is like so far away from the other classes. Form teacher/Biology teacher is Ms Joanna Chan and i think i'll like her quite alot cause she's a friendly lady. And, Biology doesn't really seem that scary to me anymore. Haha, maybe with Ms Joanna teaching, i'll start to loving Sciences a little bit more. Maybe i really should have traded my place w Vincent. :)

I'm actually really looking foward to Monday. Cause that's when i'll finally know who and exactly where i'll be sitting at. Let's hope that it'll be somebody nice. Like me. HAHA!! :D
Have got to get up early tmr for my art class, yep, my first art class for 2009. Yes, and it's School Fees Day. HAHA, my art teacher must be so excited about tmr!! :D Ok, Toodles~

January 1, 2009

Last Day of everything nice that happened.

31st: Last Day
Went out with Sweden, Bangguo, HongWei, MingYao, Jiesi and Simin leow. Jialin and Qiaofen left early. Planned to countdown together, but right, in the end we didn't. :D But, they gave me a really fun day. We spent the last great day of the holidays/ 2008 together, catching Bedtime Stories together. Enjoyment~

hah, this picture above. Took it while i was getting my way to the MRT station. I made an effort to not get myself late, but in the end, it was the boys who were late. Whole 30 minutes! Although i'm always late, but i hate people late still. HAHA, especially later than me.
At Shaw House's Mos Burger. Managed to capture this only picture of them. Haha, coincidentally, HongWei and Bangguo were looking at my camera as i captured it. Sweden was already docking away from the camera.
At Mos Burger, Simin and I shared a Otaki? burger. Ok, i can't remember what's its name. I just can't remember this Japanese names. The whole gang talked together and I remember sitting in front of MingYao. He told me he didn't really practise his instrument. Wl, never practice and he still sounds super. i need to learn from him. HAHA :D

We walked here and there, we even went into this large book store. HAH, and it was one full of literature and those chim chim books.
Hah, reminds me of the literature book, Midsummer's Dream, people taking Literature are going to be using this year. My mum went to school to help me purchase my books and she bought that Literature book by accident.
Urm, so Literature people, if you haven't gotten that book, ( Midsummer's Dreams ) yet, maybe you will want to get it from me? Please Help.
I can't even understand a single thing about the book. It's full of poems. -.-

Jiesi and me. I think this might be the last photo we're even going to take. It was already difficult enough to have her take a photo w me. Plus, we're in the same class anymore. I really don't know what i should say. Cause i'm feeling emotional right now.

Right, we've not been familar w one another from the start. But, we didn't really need that alot of time to be more than familar w each other. She has always been cautious, and that made me cautious too. I used to not mind about anything and used to forget things easily.
I don't know. But, i really hope we can still meet up.

Happy Birthday, Daddy!

I don't know what i should say here. Because you just scolded me. Yes, and it''s just. I tried buying you a nice cake which cost me $26 and getting you a nice present to make up for all the birthday presents i failed to get you these past few years.

Yes, I was little in the past, i didn't get any allowance. But, as I grew up, I remember only getting or doing you a little Birthday Card for your birthday. Once, i saw those birthday cards i made for you, this past few years, kept nicely in your closet. I really felt touched that instance. I felt that i didn't do enough, so i wanted to make this year's birthday of yours a Super one. But, you don't appreciate it. Instead of a word of thanks, you give me angry phrases out of your mouth without any thought.

I finally understand, why, why your birthday wasn't celebrated Big. Because, you don't appreciate anything people try to do for you. Instead, you find them doing something wasteful. Why try be sweet to you when you don't care.

You could have told me in a nice manner that you didn't want me spending that alot on your money, even it's for a fairly good cause. You could have, and i'll still be happy. But, you didn't. You chose the roughest way to handle this. None other than the Roughest.

Ok, let's not talk about this anymore. I'm really excited about tmr, the first day of school. And i've really got to get to school early tmr to get seats i like in class. If not it'll be last year, i can only choose to sit right in front there, because those are the only seats left already. So, meeting Jiawan at 6.45am at the school bus stop. Is this a little too early? Hope not. This way, i'll have to get up real early.

Bedtime Stories, i have been wanting watch this for like so long. Maybe the higher your expectations are, the bigger the disappointment? Hah, but it was pretty funny overall. Except that many of the parts that were supposed to be funny, weren't funny already because i saw them for so many times when watching movies these few months and they were showing movie trailers.

Haha, but i think i still laughed quite alot. The big-eyed hamster, i forgot its name already, was super cute!! Hah, i'm so going to get myself a hamster!! I remember when i was Primary 4, i got two hamsters from my neighbour and the mother hamster gave birth to four more real quickly. They looked like red rubbery balls when they were just borned. I remember getting a big shock when i woke up and saw them lying there one morning hah.

haha, the thing was that, i remember myself laughing at parts where the other audience weren't laughing. -.- Hah, maybe our senses of humour don't really match ba. Bangguo and Jiesi sat beside me during the movie and bangguo laughed quite alot. HAHA :D

Meeting Elsen tmr either in the morning or during recess to hand him something. Hah, not telling you now. I've cut my hair and fringe just today. AiJing accompanied me to the salon.

I want, or maybe i should say, I Need Tomorrow to be great. Because i really need a great start for this year. Triple Science Class was my Option A because of my 虚荣心, and i'm really really regretting it. I've already thought it through this holidays, but it's already too late. So, I'll just have to push my way through Pure Biology, Chemistry and Physics, 3 Sciences in total.

Frankly, Science has been the subject i have the least interest in. And, now, and for the next 2 years, I Have to put interest in them.

JY, Yifan!

if this's a new start, i want everything to start nicely. i've made the names of the people i've been with this 2008 bold because it's already 2009 now.