i know, i know, i know... EVERYBODY has been telling mi dat my blogg is turning 2 a dead blogg very very soon... it's nt i'm too lazy 2 post or wad, it's jux dat every time i try 2 post, de stupid computer fails on mi!!! stupid com!!! REAL StUPID!!! u know sth, while some real rebellious ppl wanna turn over a new leaf n b a guaiguaikia... i wanna b rebellious!!! REALLY!!! I M NT JOKING!!! everytime i try 2 rebel, i cant bring myself 2 do it!!! i would b a coward n tink dat my parents might throw mi out if i eva argue wif them... i dun wanna b a coward!!! bud sad 2 say, i feel i'm a coward... n i feel it's n unchangeble fact.. i wan 2 go against fate n change all those said 2 b "UNCHANGEBLE FACT"!!! i dunno hw 2 bring myself 2 do dat... i hate my parents xpecially dat one hu always act n nv show her true colors... in appearance, u c her 2 b a nice, caring mother... u would tink dat she's de best mum in de whole wide world... NOT UNTIL U DISCOVER HER TRUE COLOURS!!! she's a GREAT ACTOR... she would ask 4 my opinions b4 doing sth, acting as if she really care... bud when i tell her wad i tink, she would jux nod her head ... she would nv include my ideas in her thinking... SHE tinks she's de QUEEN... i tEll u ," U'RE NOT!!!" she orders mi around n nv lifts a finger 2 help wif anything... SHE tinks dat it's a fact dat SHE'S QUEEN n de others are her SERVANTS!!! SHE treats mi like n BABY!!! WELL, I TELL U, I'M NOT!!! DEFINITELY NOT!!! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!