i think i'm wasting my time on this world... all i do everyday is eat, sleep, watch television... ya, n all those recreational time-wasting games... i want to be a rebellious person n i just can't seem to do it. i don't want 2 be like a flower vase sitting on a table, doing nothing that does help. yesterday, i REBUKED my dad n it almost ended up into a heated arguement until i reflected. i feel that its everyday me reflecting. Both parties should reflect. i really hope that someday after an arguement or whatever, me n my parents can reconcile. Reconcile not because i apologised, it should be because both of us realised our wrongs n apologised to each other. Back to the happy days we had... i feel stressed. i haven't even felt this kind of stress during my PSLE. Maybe thats because i was still an innocent little kid before then and never seemed to have any burdens or things which i ever cared. Maybe its just a part of me growing up.